New month

 Porn seems to effect my cock. Makes me get hard quickly and makes it twitch but I feel like I might be making it happen.  I also get some horny thoughts that I hadn't had before. It's like I get absorbed by what I'm seeing. I would also like to relax and give into the sensations but it feels like part of my conscious mind is stopping me from tipping over the edge. 

Time will tell and I'm also trying to be more consistent with listening. 

I want it so bad, I want that loss of control for Lady Draco.

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