Day 15

 Went really deep into trance again. I'm still at 15 seconds I was hoping to be quicker for Lady Draco but I'll keep up the training because it just feels so good. 

I don't seem to get really horny while under yet like I can force myself too but I don't want to interact I want my subconscious mind to react on its own. 

Can't wait to see what it feels like to loose control and cum so quick. 

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