Training

 I have setup a lot of files playing at once with a main premature file playing like a makeshift brainwashing setup. Since listening to this I get harder quicker when looking at porn and get twitchy. I still haven't got to HFO yet and I feel so close.

I also feel as if I'm missing something to push me over but I'm not sure what it is. There is all this urge and want to be a premature ejaculator but it's like my brain is stopping it from coming together. 

I just want to look at sexual content and bust in my pants this loss of control is what I want to give to Lady Draco. 

Again it feels as if I have so far to go and at the same time it feels like it's just around the corner.

I haven't masturbated as I want this to happen like a real premature ejaculation and when i give to masturbate I want be able to as I'll cum just at the thought. 

Is this too much to ask for ? Is hypnosis capable of changing me into this ? I want it to be.

Is playing too much hypnosis at the same time too much for my brain to work through ? It's possible but I believe that all the files at the same time will be absorbed by my subconscious mind just like people conversing in a room all at the same time.