Becoming Lady Draco's Premie

 Had trouble getting comfortable again. So trance want as good. I feel I'm getting closer and closer to cumming while looking at porn my arousal feels better and my thoughts while watching have changed seeing something makes me almost feel like what's happening is happening to me. Is this something my subconscious is making happening or is it in the subliminals in the files. 

 Deep deep trances still as I was able to get comfortable and listen to my fav one. This morning while looking at porn I feel like I'm getting excited easier and feel like my cock starts to get hard and sensitive.

 I finally was able to relax enough to listen. One file the Premie addicted to stroking is my fav the style and the flow the words it just makes me feel like that's where I want to be to be the best Premie I can be for Lady Draco. The file also makes me feel so much more excited when looking at porn pics or videos and I always get twitchy the next day after listening. I think I might stay on this file for a while instead of rotating. 

 Seem to be having trouble getting comfortable enough to go into trance being a little tired might be the reason, so I haven't been as focused as I would like on my training. 

 Couple days just wasn't in the right frame so didn't listen. Last night's was really deep and when I was masturbating and trying to cum as quick as possible I managed 15 seconds again but this time it was different I didn't have the reflex to hold back it just shot out so interesting note I don't remember anything about this in any of the files.

 Went really deep into trance again. I'm still at 15 seconds I was hoping to be quicker for Lady Draco but I'll keep up the training because it just feels so good.  I don't seem to get really horny while under yet like I can force myself too but I don't want to interact I want my subconscious mind to react on its own.  Can't wait to see what it feels like to loose control and cum so quick. 

My trances feel like they have changed and I feel like I'm letting go even more. My body is reacting on its own to things which is exciting.  I am also at 15 seconds full grip at this stage, my goal is 5 seconds or less with full grip then I plan to move to less stimulation to be the best Premie I can be for Lady Draco.

 Not much different from the previous day's. I had not been listening as much as I would like to over the last week. I do feel different like something has changed in me. The feeling of been controlled by Lady Draco is getting stronger and feels so good. Last night I had a wet dream but don't remember the dream though. Is this a sign of my subconscious reacting to the files.  My trances are extremely deep and I seem to go deep into trance really quick now. Last night I struggled a bit as I just couldn't get comfortable so I didn't listen as much as I would have liked.  I am also listening to Lady Draco's weight loss file. I also feel like I am comfortable with Lady Draco which I think is effecting my trances as I don't seem to be resisting change and can't wait to become the best Premie I can be.

 Nothing new outside of trance but my trances have become so deep so I can only hope this is going to bring changes.  I have also started to black out while I'm down when I black out though I don't tend to have evidence of being under unlike if I was conscious and seem to get a lot of precum from the excitement. I wonder if this is because I'm consciously involved with what's happening.

 My trances are becoming so deep I think the more I listen to Lady Draco the more I give up control. I also feel so comfortable letting her take that control and make me the best Premie I can be.  I feel as if I'm really close to blanking out. The files feel like there finishing quicker and my mind feels like it's skipping over parts of the file. I assume this is from relaxing and letting Lady Draco take control, I don't feel nervous or worried about what she is doing to me. No new results outside of trance, still early days though.

 I don't remember anything about reaction to something I find hot or arousing in the files. Lady Draco does use subliminal messages which would be interesting to know what they are but at the same time I trust my mistress and I love that Lady Draco is ruining me so I can be the best Premie.  Yesterday while looking at porn I felt twitching in my cock and I got excited really quick. Last night was so good I just felt lost in Lady Draco's voice deep in trance when I awoke from Premie Timed I was so turned on that I just had to train I was shocked at how quick I cam, 11 seconds and God did it feel so good. Somehow this time around I feel way more connected to my mistress than I had in the past when listening to these files. Thinking about and wanting to listen to Lady Draco's voice all day, is this what being under her control is like ? Cause if it is I don't won't to be under anyone elses.

 I am becoming even more submissive for Lady Draco her words and the feelings I get while under trance are so pleasurable. I woke this morning with her name on my mind. It is so easy for me to go deep for Lady Draco. I need to be the best Premie I can for her and I keep training to be faster and faster. I still haven't cum as my goal is 5 seconds but when I start stroking it feels so good and I feel I am close.  I have noticed outside of trance looking at porn I feel this nervousness in my stomach.

Been listening to a lot of Lady Draco I want to be the best Premie I can. I have been using my stopwatch set to 5 seconds which is my goal. Have not cum yet but I'll check my time each week to see how far I have come. I am going so deep for Lady Draco and her words just feel so good and I want to make her happy that I'll be ruined for her. I have been thinking more about Lady Draco during the day. And have not had any effects from the Premie files yet but it's only day 2.