Day 22

 I finally was able to relax enough to listen. One file the Premie addicted to stroking is my fav the style and the flow the words it just makes me feel like that's where I want to be to be the best Premie I can be for Lady Draco. The file also makes me feel so much more excited when looking at porn pics or videos and I always get twitchy the next day after listening.

I think I might stay on this file for a while instead of rotating. 

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